Attempted swim to shore
Not Without HopeThe Attempted swim to shore was the most consequential voluntary departure from Marquis Cooper’s overturned boat during Nick Schuyler’s nearly twenty-four-hour ordeal in the Gulf of Mexico. After Nick Schuyler and Will Bleakley had watched Marquis Cooper and Corey Smith deteriorate in the water, the sight of what seemed to be land offered a possible alternative to waiting for death. Their decision was not a simple act of panic: it was a high-risk judgment made with incomplete information, weakening bodies, and no reliable way to measure distance or progress. The attempt failed, but its failure clarified how completely the sea had stripped ordinary movement, direction, and hope of their usual meaning.
Circumstances and the Apparent Land
The idea arose when a wave lifted Nick Schuyler and Will Bleakley high enough to see shapes on the horizon. Will asked whether the distant forms were land, and the two men spent about ten minutes arguing with their own perceptions. From the top of successive waves, they thought they could make out tall, rectangular buildings, perhaps seven or eight miles away, or shapes resembling large drums or a water tower. The possibility was uncertain from the beginning, but uncertainty itself had become unbearable. The Coast Guard would later judge it highly unlikely that they had seen land, suggesting that the shapes may instead have been a passing freighter or cargo ship. At the time, however, the men chose to treat the sight as land because it supplied the only visible alternative to remaining on the hull.
Their circumstances made the choice especially dangerous. They had been in the water almost twenty-four hours and felt defenseless, as though they were merely waiting to die. The boat had already capsized after an anchor line was tied improperly to an eye bracket on the port side of the transom, the motor was throttled forward to free the anchor, and insufficient slack allowed the stern to submerge. The resulting chain of events left them on a partially submerged, difficult-to-see boat without a distress beacon, while darkness, cloud cover, wind, waves, and currents complicated the Coast Guard’s search. The attempted swim therefore grew out of an earlier equipment and judgment failure rather than occurring in isolation.
Improvised Tether and Departure
The men understood that swimming separately would create another danger: in the rough water, they might lose one another. Nick Schuyler pulled a black wire connected to the motor, apparently the steering cable, through the keel six inches at a time. He tore one end free and cut the other from the propeller. The stiff cable was approximately ten feet long and thick enough to resemble a pen or a pretzel rod; although its knots would not hold especially tightly, it could serve as a physical connection between the two life jackets.
Nick Schuyler tied one end to his life jacket and Will Bleakley tied the other to his. They slid into the water together, attempting to preserve both their direction and their partnership. Nick initially brought along the cushion that had been shielding him from the motor, using it beneath his stomach like a boogie board. It was not buoyant enough: waves repeatedly pushed him under, and he could not keep his head up while swimming. Because the cushion prevented him from holding, swimming, and kicking at once, he let it go and watched it slowly float away.
The decision to discard the cushion showed the narrowing logic of survival. Every object had to justify its weight and usefulness immediately. The men retained their life jackets but shed anything that impeded forward motion. Nick Schuyler removed his Nike Shoxx sneakers, whose copper-colored heels briefly floated at the surface, and then took off his sweatpants. Removing the pants made him colder at once; beneath his orange winter jacket and sweatshirt, his legs were left in bright yellow tropical-print swim trunks. Even after reducing their clothing and equipment, the men remained sluggish in the water.
The Sea Defeats the Plan
They floated on their backs, roughly five feet apart and linked by the cable, kicking as the waves carried them upward and down again. The apparent closeness of the boat to their starting point made the effort deceptive: they could rise and fall for five or ten minutes without gaining meaningful distance. In the open water, they had no stable visual reference and could not tell whether they were making leeway. The supposed land disappeared from Nick Schuyler’s view, and the men were still no more than fifty yards from the boat.
The failure was not merely emotional or motivational. Their bodies were working, but the water and waves converted that effort into vertical motion rather than forward travel. The distance they had estimated—at least five miles, perhaps more—was therefore not a practical swimming distance under their actual conditions. The cable kept them together, yet it could not provide propulsion, navigation, or protection from the cold. The same sea that had made the distant shapes appear reachable made their own movement impossible to judge.
Nick Schuyler and Will Bleakley eventually abandoned the plan. They decided that they needed to return to the boat, and the return took roughly ten minutes of hard kicking while producing very little apparent movement. When they finally climbed onto the hull, they were exhausted and angry. Nick was barefoot, his feet white and pruned from immersion, and he cut one foot on metal while climbing aboard before retrieving sandals from his backpack. His legs were brittle and gashed, his bones and knees hurt, his shins and ankles were painful, his lower back was badly strained, and his right hip still hurt from supporting Marquis Cooper.
The lost cushion became a small but telling consequence. Once back beside the motor, a wave struck Nick Schuyler again, causing severe pain, and he regretted having released the object that had protected him. The episode condensed the cruel arithmetic of the ordeal: an item could be useless during one phase of survival and desperately missed in the next. Returning to the boat did not restore safety, but it left the men with no remaining illusion that swimming toward the horizon was a viable escape.
Physical and Narrative Consequences
The attempted swim occurred against a physiological decline already shaped by salt-water exposure, cold, and exhaustion. Swallowing seawater could produce a dangerous sodium imbalance, draw water from cells, and progress toward delirium, seizures, heart failure, and death by dehydration. Cold-water immersion could lower body temperature below 95 degrees, producing clumsiness, shallow breathing, blue lips, confusion, slurred speech, and irrational or confrontational behavior. The book also emphasizes that youth and fitness offered no simple protection: a muscular body could weigh a swimmer down and provide less insulation than a body with more fat, while football training favored bursts of effort rather than hours of sustained treading water.
These processes help explain why the men’s choices cannot be measured only by their eventual results. Marquis Cooper’s slurring, gagging, dry heaving, and constant chattering teeth, followed later by Corey Smith’s rambling, moaning, delayed responses, and desperate attempts to climb aboard, were signs of hypothermia and confusion rather than proof that either man had calmly chosen to give up. Medical testimony later stressed that hypothermia could cause delirium, falling potassium levels, and cardiac failure. Had Nick Schuyler tied the others to the boat, their hearts might have stopped before rescuers arrived; their movements and deaths were governed by physiological collapse as much as by conscious will.
The failed swim consequently functions as a hinge in the survival narrative. It records an active refusal to sit still and wait to die, but it also demonstrates that determination could not overcome the combined effects of sea state, distance, cold, and inadequate equipment. Nick Schuyler and Will Bleakley returned to the overturned boat because the water had exposed the limits of their strength. Later, when Nick was rescued, his temperature was 89.5 degrees, his breathing was labored, his lips were turning blue, and he showed early signs of shock. The swim had not brought him close to land; it had consumed energy, clothing, footwear, and time while leaving his body more vulnerable.
Retrospective Significance
In retrospect, the attempted swim sits inside the broader chain of preventable and uncontrollable factors that defined the accident. The official investigation identified the improperly tied anchor line, the attempt to throttle forward against the stuck anchor, and the lack of sufficient slack as the direct causes of the stern’s submergence and the boat’s capsizing. Nick Schuyler later wished the group had been better prepared to send a distress signal, had told others their exact destination, had carried more flares and flashlights, and had worn life jackets or known where they were stored. The absence of an emergency position-indicating radio beacon was especially consequential: a beacon could have transmitted the boat’s location and identification to the search-and-rescue satellite system, potentially turning a search into a rescue.
The swim also became part of Nick Schuyler’s later survivor’s guilt. He wondered whether different clothing choices might have prolonged Will Bleakley’s life, including whether Will should have been given Nick’s winter jacket or sweatshirt. Such counterfactuals resemble his questions about the anchor and the boat, but medical interpretation resisted the idea that the deaths resulted from one survivor’s decision. The men were confused by hypothermia, and their bodies were failing at different rates. The attempted swim therefore carries two meanings at once: it was a rational response to a perceived chance, and it became another painful scene through which the survivor had to revisit what no human effort could reliably control.